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~Ashley H's POV~
I was getting ready for the funeral today while everyone was downstairs waiting for me to come down, calling my name whilst I'm grabbing clothes and straightening my hair with music playing in the background. The guys really are impatient when it comes to these types of things. Even Andy at a few points in the time I've spent with him. But moving aside from Andy, from the guys and back to me, I was just getting done with everything and grabbing some DC high tops, tying them up before grabbing my phone and heading downstairs. Everyone was standing right at the end of the stairs, arms crossed and in sassy poses. I laughed at them quietly before shoving through them and going outside, them trailing behind as we walked to the not-so-far place ahead of us. It was in a cemetery. Not too far from where I live now.
"Are you ready for this, Ash?" I looked up at CC and nodded.
"Yea, I guess. I never knew her for long, anyways." He nodded in return before Andy picked me up.
"I'm sure you'll be okay. We're here for you all the way!"
"Agh! Yea, thanks Andy."
"No sweat, babe." He put me down on the ground as we reached the funeral.
I was actually scared about this. I never have been to a funeral in my life, and just speaking in a large group of people is nerve wracking. Being able to speak in people I don't know and I do know, scared me the most. But since I'm a family member and the daughter of my mom, I have to go up there and talk. I'm the guest of honour, I suppose.
I looked around and saw 7 untouched seats, perfect for all of us. We went over all dressed in black suits or clothing. Everyone here was dressed casually, but we came in all black. All fancy. Uh, once we sat down in the chairs, the funeral began. There was an introduction to why we were here. Fucking long. But there was one thing that caught my attention.
"But as we are gathered here for the murder of Ashley's mother, there are a few things she wanted to give away. First off, she was a very loving wife and mother to her husband and daughter. She cared very much for the both of them, very very much. It was the decision of the father to kick Ashley out from a small age and Anna didn't want that to happen for her precious child. But if she didn't agree to this, then Andrew would've beaten her life. Now of course, Andrew loved his littler girl too, but he didn't want the house to be crowded. So they kicked Ashley out of the home by force, on the streets to fend on her own. Anna was then in depression, crying every night and drinking alcohol to try and forget about what happened. She loved her daughter like it was the only thing she had in her life to keep her living..." I didn't listen to the rest but I was shocked. All this time, I thought I was just a mistake in the family and that my parents didn't want me. I never new that my parents actually loved me. But I now knew my parents name. Andrew Holiday and Anna Holiday. But I wonder if my mom called my dad Andy. That would've been fucking weird.
"Any questions before the quest of honour comes up?" I perked my head up and raised my hand. He nodded for me to continue. I wanted to know my dad's nickname or what he was called by my mother.
"What....what was the dad's name when called by her mom? And what was the dad's real name?" I whispered the last question, because I didn't what anyone to head. But everyone "oo"ed at the question. Becoming silent and staring at me.
"From what I know of, I think she called him Andy." I looked over at Andy who was looking at me with surprise. I don't know if Andy is my actual father, or if it's just a different Andy that I don't know of. I told Jake if it's okay for Andy and him to switch places, he didn't mind and they switched.
Me and Andy whispered as some questions were asked and answered. We talked about how fucking crazy and terrifying if he was my dad and if he wasn't. But when we moved away from that subject and went to another, the person who was up there called my name and we stopped talking. Everyone was once again staring at me, waiting for me to go up there and speak. Andy rubbed my back and I stood up from my chair and walked over, standing in front of the microphone. I prepared myself.
"Well...um...uh, hi. I'm Ashley Elizabeth Holiday. The daughter of Anna Holiday. Um, I don't know what to say here. I-I didn't know my mother for the 6 years I've been with her and it's shocking to hear that she loved me with her heart. I thought no one loved me at all. But now that I know that my mother did, I'm very proud and hope that she's looking down at me in Heaven. Once I was in the orphanage, I kept thinking that my parents hated me. And now that I know they don't, I just really hope that my mother is proud of how far I have become." Everyone started clapping very quietly, so I sighed and told Andy to come up here. He did and everyone was once again silent. I whispered in his ear for him to make a small or big speech about me. He looked down at me and smiled, nodding and I went to my seat as Andy cleared his throat.
"So, this isn't going to be about her mother. But about who you just heard. Ashley Elizabeth Holiday, was the best person you would've met when she was little. But I didn't, because I didn't know she existed until I adopted her into my family. With the past 3 months I spent with her and once she told me her story, I felt like I wanted to be there for her. Ash was honestly, the amazing girl me and my band mates ever met and talked to. And 3 days ago, she made me the happiest man alive. But I won't tell you why. But going back with the past 3 months with her, she felt safe and happy. Yes, she cut and I found out, so we made a promise to each other that she wouldn't cut again. When she was with everyone, she was happy and very very cheerful. Bright and positive. She was very funny and we knew that we were going to love her and care for her with everything. Her personality and how awesome she was, caught our attention the most. She fits in with me, Jake, Ashley, Jinxx and CC. We never had any fan or even my sister to live with us. She was cool, calm and collected. Everything that we really wanted in our life. But now that we're all here in the honour of her mothers death, I want everyone to please...take a moment of silence before we look at a few pictures of Ms. Anna and her daughter. Along with the father, of course." He quietly comes back to his chair beside mine, kissing my head softly before everything just went silent. I looked around the place and saw everyone praying for my mother, so I looked to my best friends and sister to see that they were just sitting there, looking around just like me. Spirit was praying soon after because she knew what happened to me and...you know.
After all that was finished, there was a large blank screen behind the microphone that started showing my parents first, then me and my mother with my father as my dad was rubbing noses with me when I was...half a year old, I think. It was really surprising how much they took care of me. There was a picture of me and my mom when I was at least 3 years old, playing a game with her on my third birthday. Then there was another where I was 5 to show where I was bickering and whining about not wanting to put on some clothes, my mom looking really stressed out and tired. After that, there wasn't any other photos of me. The rest was just my mom, her being young and marrying my dad, her and the pregnant belly...all that stuff.
I then heard some crying and turned to see that some friends of my mom (I think), were crying their eyes out. It was really, really sad to see that but I sighed, looking around the group of people and spotting someone. Erin..w-why is she here? I noticed that she had a grin on her face and sitting beside my- her dad. Does she have something to do with this? If she does, then I swear...I will fucking KILL HER! I wanted to stand up, march over to her and drag her all the way (no pun intended. No song references intended either) out of the cemetery. But I couldn't or then that would ruin everything. Luckily the music came on and everyone got up to chat and walk around before my mom was being buried into the ground, in her casket. So then I got up, rushed over to Erin and grabbed her arm, walking us both out of the cemetery. I stopped and pushed her to the ground. She gruntled and looked at me.
"What the fuck was that for?!" Her voice had anger, until she looked at me.
"W-Wait...Ashley?" I rolled my eyes and kneeled down.
"Fuck yes, it's me. Listen here you bitch, why are you here? And did you have anything to do with this funeral?"
"I-I-I don't know! I came here because...she died and I didn't have anything to do with her death!"
"How should I believe someone like you?"
"B-Because you know I would never-" Our conversation was interrupted by Ashley coming over.
Hey Ash, what's going on over here?" We both looked at him and I chuckled, getting up and dusting myself off.
"Oh it's nothing, Ashley. Just talking to Erin here, about personal shit."
"Well thats...interesting. Hey, we asked if Andy could play a song and they accepted. Wanna sing with him?"
"Yes! Definitely! When though?"
"Like, right now, Ashy Babe." I squealed and hugged Ashley tightly, running to Andy who is on the stage and getting ready to sing. But before that, I got on the stage and hugged him and felt him hug back. He whispered in my ear that he would sing "Homecoming King" and I agreed. That was when the music started and we began singing.
"Some nights you lie
Some nights you don't
But they all feel the same
Sometimes you wish you could turn to stone
And be perfect always
I, I can't feel like this no more
In the crowd alone 'cause no one wants to know you
Do they?
Don't they?
Right here but no one's watching
Here comes the invisible man
That no one turns to see
I'm just another dumb fool who'll never go down in history
Yeah, you're standing there with the homecoming king
Turn the silver spoon into a diamond ring
Can he make you disappear without anyone noticing?
Yeah, fuck the homecoming king
You see your life is drawn out
Don't feel the world that you know
Caught in the tower singing
Oh no, that's not the life I chose
Most days you rise and start to fade
'Cause no one loves you
Avert their eyes and look away
Life without virtue
I, I can't feel like this no more
You walk these halls and feel the same
'Cause you can't find your place
Right here but no one's watching
Here comes the invisible man
That no one turns to see
I'm just another dumb fool who'll never go down in history (hey)
Yeah, you're standing there with the homecoming king
Turn the silver spoon into a diamond ring
Can he make you disappear without anyone noticing?
Yeah, fuck the homecoming king
And I stare the fan on the ceiling
All night, all night
All these memories won't stop running
My mind, my mind
And the rats in the walls keeps scratching
My life, my life
And all the voices won't stop laughing
I can't fight again
Here comes the invisible man
That no one turns to see
I'm just another dumb fool who'll never go down in history (hey)
Yeah, you're standing there with the homecoming king
Turn the silver spoon into a diamond ring
Can he make you disappear without anyone noticing?
Yeah, fuck the homecoming king
You see your life is drawn out
Don't feel the world that you know
Caught in the tower singing
Oh no, that's not the life I chose
You see your hands are tied now
Just like your eyes will stay closed
Come in the tower singing
Oh no, that's not the life I chose."
Once we finished the song, it was time for the burial of my mother. Me and Andy held hands and went back over to our seats as everyone clapped and cheered. It quieted down as it was finally time. The coffin was just above the hole it was going on, it was lowering very slowly and there was a few people who had tears and crying silently, wiping their eyes while watching what has to be done.
TIME SKIP. FINNNNNNNNNALLY.
CC, Ashley, Jinxx, Jake, Andy, Spirit and I were all watching a movie and talking about today. We actually got home late around 8 PM. And that was because of the coffin thing and that there was another long speech from the priest or whoever does funerals. It was a fucking bore, and I'm glad to see that everyone agreed with me when I said that once we got home. If we had to stay any longer, we could've died from all that boring shit. Yea, the funeral was sad and emotional, but it was really, really, REALLY boring to be completely honest with you.
"So, what are we going to do tomorrow?" I shrugged my shoulders, asking everyone.
"I don't know. I probably just want to stay in bed." Spirit comments and everyone agrees. Even me.
"Yea, I'm pretty sure that's a comfortable idea. Just staying in bed, not doing anything."
"Maybe jerk off."
"Hey now, CC! That's not what I do in bed!"
"Oh sureeeee, Ashley." Everyone started laughing, as Ashley was growling under his breath, getting up and storming to his room. Spirit started following, but I told her to just let him cool off for a bit. She nodded carefully and sat back down beside me, continuing the conversation with everyone.
I sighed and told everyone I had to use the bathroom, then immediately got up and headed upstairs to Ashley's room. I opened the door just slightly to see him in bed, talking to himself. It was pretty dark in his room but I could manage seeing what he was doing. I knocked, grabbing his attention to me and walked in slowly.
Small time skip later
I was finally back in my room at 2 in the morning because me and Ashley's talk and watching the rest of the movie with everyone else. Today has probably been the most boring day. Entertaining, but really boring. But I guess it was okay.
I looked at my floor for my phone and picked it up, feeling a buzz right after and saw that I got a text from Andy. How the fuck is he still up at this time? He should be sleeping...
Andster Babe
Hey, are you still up?
Ashley Babe
Uh, yea I am. Why are you still up?
Andster Babe
Couldn't stop thinking about you. ;)
Ashley Babe
Oh. Well maybe you should stop and get some rest, babe.
Andster Babe
I guess you're right. Night my baby.
I texted him to go sleep and he didn't reply after that, so I guessed that he already passed out after turning off his phone. For myself, I turned on some music and got comfortable before falling asleep with Spirit who slept next to me. I then closed my eyes and went into a peaceful dream.
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